i always thought i must be bulimic because i always binge and purge but im not so sure any more i have been that way since i was young but lately things have changed quite a lot at first i was glad but i know i still have major issues with food i would binge/purge almost everyday but now i can hardly eat anything i still purge even when i don't eat i am really picky about what i will eat i will only eat if i really need to and i'll only eat a bit i wont eat more then 200 cals in a day and will purge everything i eat i have lost over a stone in the past 3 weeks if i stand on the scales and i've gained a pound i freak out i feel fat and horrible and end up harming myself i am even restricting my water which has made me really ill already its getting out of hand i can see that but i don't know what to do i don't want to go back to binging i am afraid to seek help but i know i really need help