That pretty much sums it out. I'm flipping out. I can't help but stand on the scale once in a while. My clothes are fitting tighter. I haven't been anything but a size 0 since I can remember and I'm going crazy thinking about how "fat" I'm getting. All I can think about is how much weight I need to lose and I know I'm not really fat. The logical side of my brain is like, you're not fat... you're normal. But like, I'm seriously gaining too much weight too quickly and it's effin making me go mad. I haven't been this heavy since I was in college and I'm almost at my max weight. I feel so uncomfortable all the time, when I'm at work, when I'm sitting at my computer at home, when I'm laying down to go to bed. I don't think I can take this. Literally in the last 2 months I've gained 10 pounds. It's making me crazy. I don't know what to do.
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