Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I can't make you feel better, cause the damage is done. You're going to have to wait out the laxatives. But please make sure you're drinking enough water, enough things with sodium, and hopefully something with potassium in it.
The next time you try and get off laxatives, take it slowly - and make sure you're drinking enough water everyday. Your body needs some time to adjust itself is all.