I have been on and off binging and purging for one year now. It's taken control of me. It consumes my mind, whether it's what I'll eat, how I'll work it off or why I can't stop sometimes. I feel weak because I tell myself every time it will be the last time. I'll be positive and try new methods to distract my mind but I always fall into it the moment I am around food. No self control. Then I beat myself up for eating and puke to try to maintain my body weight and image. I'll exercise like crazy just to keep my body at a constant level, however I am gaining weight now. I try to hold back from purging but sometimes my body is too conditioned and I feel sick for hours. No one knows this about me and I'm too ashamed but I know I need help. I can't afford professional help so I came here. I apologize for the rant. I feel for anyone with eating issues and will take any tips,advice or personal stories for help. I appreciate anything.
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