I will say that I was never diagnosed. well I have never even told but one person about it. I was wondering do you ever truely get over it? I have struggled with purging (I dont truely binge I just eat normal and then somedays I feel guilty) I have also been know to restrict my intake. This has been going on off and on for 12 yrs.

I thought I had beat it back in high school and then it "came back" after almost a year of not purging. This was in college my freshman year. Then I struggled off and on for all of college then my senior year I "got over it" and then within the last year and a half I have been getting the urges again. Its like it never truely goes away. Even when I wasnt doing I would still have days where I had the urges. I think this last episod may have been triggered by I was really sick and couldnt keep anything down (truely it was the medicine! I was misserable and nauseated all the time) I didnt eat much and with the sickness I lost 20 pounds in a month. This has caused me problems because I have since gained back ten pounds.

I am trying to loose weight healthy because I dont want to have health problems. I have been working out and eating good but I am still having the urges to do it unhealthly because I know how to loose weight more quickly that way. Ugg any suggestions would be appreciated!!


Thanks