Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
ok so this is prbably stupid but i have this thing with dishes and dishclothes....i have to wash all of my dishes before i use them unless they have come out of the dishwasher...and i will not wash them with the dishcloth...i usually use a papertowel...this is because i worry about there being food particles on the dishes and/or dishcloth and i worry that this means there are calories present that i am not aware of...sometimes i must question my own sanity!!!
And yesterday I accidently picked up a piece of melted candy and a little bit of sticky stuff got on my fingers... I was like freaking out because I was in the car and didn't have anything to wipe it off with and was scared that I was going to forget it was there and that the candy residue was eventually going to make its way into my mouth somehow and screw up my "meal plan" I have going on. AHH. At least I know it was irrational, but it felt like such a real threat at the time.