so i saw my therapist on friday, it was a last minute meeting because after our weekly meeting on tuesday i started restricting and took it a step fuirther....anyway, she gave me 2 cards with names, numbers and addresses of 2 dietitans.....she told me that she recommends both of them, that they work with people who have EDs, etc. etc......so i called one of them and she said that one session would be 160$$$......expensive, but she said that dietitans don't take insurance, unless you see one for diabetes....so i took a session, talked to my parents who said i can't see her, it's out of our price range......called her back, she said she could reduce it to 140$$, called my parents, who said it was still too high....i just cancelled even when she said she could go down to 125$$.....i didn't even bother to tell my parents because it's obvious, that it won't happen....me seeing a dietitan i mean...i'm so lost!!!!!!!! i want to see a dietitan i really really do!!!!!! i think seeing one would really help me and i feel like my parents don't....my mom even said that she doesn't thikn i'll benefit from one....she said i know all the healthy stuff and if i just eat then i should be fine....she said she's seen me eat and to her i don't have any problems.....well i'm sorry that i eat around you mom....want me to restrict now whenever i'm around you??? sorry, just had to vent for a second.....anyone have any ideas on how to see a dietitan where it doesn't cost a lot of money???? i'm kind of lost here.....trying to get the right kind of help and i can't seem to secure it....sorry this is so long by the way.....