Hi I am 16 years old and have had bulimia for a while now and I don't know how anyone else feels, but I feel as if my days are wasted away just because of food! From the moment that I wake up, I worry about what I will eat and how I will get rid of it. Whenever it comes time to eat, I will spend so much time trying to decide if I should eat an actual meal or just a low calorie snack. Most of the time I will just eat low calorie, fruit and veggie type foods until around 9 at night and then I will binge and purge. After that I feel so awful because my goal from the moment I woke up, was just to eat healthy, stay active, and not binge and then throw up. Whenever I look at someone else's eating ways, mine would be so different. I feel as if my eating habits are so different from most people I know and I'm afraid that I won't be able to eat the healthy way again. Does anyone else feel this same way?
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