Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
every time I look in the mirror I see discus. I started to eat less and attempted to purge but couldn't. I always thought what if I stopped eating and get skinnier. I drop but gain and even when I can an ounce I think I'm horrible. I'm overweight and consider myself obese. I always try to look like I have no double chin which works but I think that my body is deformed. I explained to friends and family and they say you might be anorexic but always think I don't care. it's not bad because ill have it under control but scared I won't. i always skip meals and its starting to get worse. I look for diet pills but couldn't find any. i, unfortunately, gained depression but I'm right now controlling it. I hope one day to be skinny like everyone else.
You are so brave for reaching out to others about this. It sounds like you have a family and friends who care for your well being, and that is wonderful.
I'm so sorry you've been feeling this way, and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Just remember, you are so loved, you are enough, and you are important.
As far as body image goes, it is important to accept yourself for where you're at right now. Stop fantasizing about what you want to look like, and start to look at yourself in the mirror and say something like, "this is who I am. I may not necessarily 'like it,' but I accept that this is who I am." It is important to still accept yourself for who you are in the present. And you can still look forward to your future goals, as long as you keep in mind your physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual health in these goals.
I wish the best of luck to you! Sending love and hugs your way!