Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I'm a little late to this party, so I hope things have improved for you the past few days.
I unfortunately don't have much actionable advice - I've tried Vyvanse as well and it was about as effective at changing my behavior as blowing my nose - and I'm in a serious BED rut myself. However, if it's any small consolation, you're by no means alone in this struggle. The previous poster is right that the world is full of amazing things to explore. They will not make the problem go away forever, but they can help the problem go away for one day, and that's all you need on that one day.
I'm just getting started realizing how steep a hill BED is to climb. If you're heading towards recovery, know how this Daily Strength thing works, and would like some anonymous company on the way, that'd be pretty cool. Just let me know.