My ED behaviors have gotten worse lately and I'm so scared my almost 3 year old daughter is going to pick up on it! Although I b/p during her nap time, I know this needs to change. I have an evaluation scheduled for Nov. 9th to go inpatient and my therapist is on board. I believe full recovery is possible and I want to take an honest shot at it instead of "maintaining" my eating disorder. I guess I'm looking for encouragement so that I don't change my mind between now and my appointment. It's so embarrassing to have to do this at the age of 38! I don't want to admit I'm struggling or have my parents watch my daughter while I go away for a week or so. Has anyone had to go for treatment and leave their kids before?
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