my therapist and i are beginning to work on the food area of my recovery. i am terrified because i have to eat breakfast tomorrow. i hate food. i am so scared and so nervous. i don't know if i can do it. i am so tired of living with EDNOS, but i am not sure i can live without the EDNOS monster. i know i WANT to, but i am so scared. i began binge eating at 11-in the 6th grade. throughout my life, it got worse. i have spent the better part of my LIFE, i have had an eating disorder. i WANT to be free. i WANT my independence from EDNOS. but i don't know HOW. anybody understand what i'm saying? after i left her office, i started crying a little because i'm so scared.
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