I am so sorry for what you have gone through. You didn't deserve any of it. None of that story is your fault.

thank you soo much :-) its ok im stronger cuz of it...i never want people to feel bad for me or anything i want people to read it and feel like they are strong enough to get thru an obstacle or obstacles in their lives :-) thank u for reading this..it means alot to me

I just read your story. I cannot tell you how amazed and inspired I am at your strength and perserverence. Seriously, you deserve all of the happiness in the world and I will keep you in my prayers. I admire your openness and cannot thank you enough for sharing this.

FUCK SAKE!!! Your parents are SHIT! I am so sorry if this upsets you I didn't mean to make u upset I just feel so agry for you, I wanted to SCREAM reading this. WHY did they keep sending u back to your parents?!?!?!

Ive been through a lot of what u have and the thing that made me much better was leaving home. On one side, leaving made my bulimia 10 times worse cos I was free to do it whenever I could without boundaries and parents couldn't find out but on the other side, The physical abuse stopped and all the other stuff.

I wish u could come live with me. I would give u a big hug every day and tell you how amazing and strong, beautiful, peotic, real,beautiful spirit, good person you are!!!!!

I'd make sure u realised how much you can do with your life and how you will be free one day, how your not alone and how much I am proud of you for getting through all of this. Most of all I'd tell you all the time How HAPPY I am that you are still ALIVE and here.

You deserve better and you WILL get better!!!!

Keep having faith. Please believe that although many people are soooo evil, many of us are not and would be patient and kind with you, would treat you well and make sure we do everything that will help you to grow positivly and shine.

YOU DID NOT DESERVE ANY OF THIS! NONE OF IT IS YOUR FAULT!!!!!!! YOU DESERVE BETTER!

Get better for yourself, be kind to yourself, because others haven't.

Sometimes in life we have to encourage ourselves when noone else will. BE YOUR BIGGEST FAN/CHEERLEADER because you really are THAT good!!!!!

You certainly have a lot of courage young lady and a lot of strength. Your story, at least up to being 14 could be mine. I can tell you that I am nothing like that scared, angry little girl that I used to be, filled with self hate. It's going to be wonderful to hear and for you to see all of the great things that you will and are doing with, your life! You will be a blessing to many people! Thank you!!

omg thank you ladies soooo muchhh!!! i wanna cry right now..youre kind words mean sooooooo much to me!!! jen your soo welcome! :-) ii felt like i was a little too open and thats why i didnt share it with anyone i know personally lol....but your words really do mean a lot and i just hope someone who is struggling with abuse self harm ED etc to know that whatever theyre in will not be forever..one itll end...one day ill share my story with the world lol...its made me stronger and who i am today and i like the person i am...i wouldnt change anything. :-)

You didnt deserve any of that shit hun. At all. One day i hope i get the strength to write my entire story, Right now there are certain parts of my story that makes me cry when other people talk about THEIR experiences with similar situations. I get flashbacks bad. Damn this PTSD. I am so incredibly proud of you hun. I told my therapist a few months ago about my sexual and physical abuse, we talked about the physical abuse, we havent even begun to talk about the sexual abuse. idk i just dont feel ready, even though its been 2.5 years.

you are a great person and its a honest to get to know you on ds!

I'm glad that you are stronger. Your mom sounds a lot like my mom.

thank u kind ladies:-)