I feel stupid, and fat, and ugly, and worthless. I hate this. I ordered food, then laid in bed thinking, and decided how easy it would be to throw it up. I'm tired of gaining weight and I'm tired of feeling this way. And I'm tired of hating myself. And in my mind it's decided, if I eat, I puke. And I don't know what to do. I'm here, thinking of how easy it would be, and I don't want that life again. Someone, please help me stop?
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