bump. i wish i could help you...i really do but...im struggeling now myself.

maybe you can talk it out here? was there anything overwhelming that happened today?

bump

i realy don't know what i can say that might help. are you still online

um.. There has been some change. I got a new roomate which is a good thing for me & she is so sweet and understanding of my ED and what I need. Change is still hard for me. Also one of my friends held me accountable to make a doctor and dieticion apt. I've been struggling to do that because their both new people and the doctor is a male where as I was seeing a woman for both.
Wow it was an overwhelming day, thank you!

also what does bump mean?

yes very over whelming. Yesterday my doc was saying how alot of ppl in need of help get realy angery when they realise they can't do it themselves and thats when we engade in unhealthy behaviors hang in there your firend must love and care alot

bump you post up on the boards so ppl see it and more reaply

suzie, you're doing great. Accountability is really difficult for me and especially when it comes to changes towards the way of life that i'd been accustumed to. Take it one step at a time though, yeah? write down a day and a time when you want to call the doctor and another day and a time when to call the dietician. breath love. you can do this! also, couldnt you request a woman doctor? my doctor sometimes calls the dietician for me to set up an appointment. they all collaborate together as a team.

when you bump a post, youre putting it on the top of the list.

Thank you so much you guys. I am crying with the unbelief that you guys actually care about me and care enough to bump my post to the top so I could recieve you love and encouragement now. This helped me more than you know and I haven't purged and my stomach is feeling ok now!
I love you guys, thank you soooo much!
and miarexic thank you for your loving advice and unfortunatly the woman doctor at The Center left and it's just the male doctor. Please pray for me?

i'll pray for you always, my friend.

you did wonderfully today. we're all proud of you.

Thank you :)