that's how i feel. sucks. I'm sorry.

I know. I feel that way a lot of times too. I understand. You are not alone.

its important to express those feelings. talk to someone you trust. you could even post a journal entry here on ds. i feel like that alot and its a powerful emotion. plz do not do anything to harm yourself. talk to one of us or a friend. we are all here to help.

here if you ever wana talk! you are never alone!

please talk on here, dont do anything to yourself, dont let ED win! we are all here for you.

I've been there, sort of slipping back there right now, actually. It sucks, and I'm sorry you're feeling so down.

Isolation can be one of the hardest parts of any ED, I think. Just keep posting, we'll listen and support all we can.

Here to chat anytime you need an ear

And Shamy is right...don't let it win!!!!!

I am so sorry you feel that desperate but good for you for reaching out. I suffer from major depression and get like this 3/4 times a year even though I am on meds. It takes a lot of strength to not follow through with the wish to not exist. But you know when the depression passes I'm always so glad I didn't. Please get help: here or by seeing a therapist or a psychiatrist.
Don't give up.

feel the same.
hope you feel better soon, talk it out?
x

I wish you didn't feel this way! I am sorry that you do. You are not alone we are all here for you. Life can be so so hard sometimes, but you have so much life left to live. You can work through this, trust me you can. Don't give up! I've been where you are...you can talk to us

I have 2 family member who have been where you are at. One takes strong medication and is able to keep it under control. One escaped a bad environment and got better. I hope you get help to find the root of the problem so you can be receptive to positive thinking. I take depression meds., but mine is not major depression, it's related to Menopause. But if I saw things taking a turn for the worse, I would get support because I have seen my siblings suffer too much. I truly am am sorry for how you are feeling. There is light at the end of the tunnel with the support you can get. Stay with us. Hugs.

I have definitely felt that way before. Try to think of things about yourself that make you happy. Even if they seem kind of silly like "I like my fingernails." Write them down and read through them. And we are all here for you. You aren't alone. I am here if you ever want to talk.

thank you so much guys, I feel a lot better today, sometimes my emotions are kinda like a yo yo up one minute and down the next. but today is a good day and I am happy for that.