I'm leaving tomorrow morning to go see my sister. I am excited to get to see her but very nervous at the same time. I know this could be the last time I might see her before she gets too sick to get around. She has been doing chemo and just started radiation for the cancer. I'm going to try to forget about the cancer while I'm there and just enjoy my time with her.

There will be alot of family going also this weekend because we are going to celebrate her birthday. So, I know I will get alot of questions about the divorce and the usual questions as to why I'm not dating. I know people just want to see me move on and to be happy, and most don't have a clue what it's like to have your world turned upside down after 23 years. I'll just be polite and do alot of changing the subject. It just seems like until you are in a relationship again people don't see you as happy. I just wish I could get people to understand that after 23 years with an unstable cheating wife that did nothing but put me down, I'm happier than I've been in along time.