Hi Everybody!!!!! It's been so long know and man how time just flys by. Sorry it's been awhile I hope all of you are making it through your journey's with hope, faith, confidence and a belief in yourselves that you can do this. My DISNEY trip with my kids was MAGICAL beyond words and gave me a new sense of myself and a feeling of strength I thought was long gone. I took all your Prayers and good wishes with me and I felt the warmth all around me. So lets see what else the stbx has decided all on his own that he is just not going to pay me spousal support anymore. Just because he was married to me for 23 years does not mean he has to keep supporting us he is not responsible for my well being. So were going back to court another trial set for April 3rd. Keep sending me your Prayers and good thoughts I hope the Judge gives it to him but good.

I want to send out a big warm hug to all our new friends on DS and want to tell all of you that you are never alone. There are alot of us out here who have been where you are and understand your pain. Take to heart the advice you will find here it is a source of comfort and strength when you feel you have none. All of us have felt alone in the dark but DS was my light during those dark days. There is HOPE and things will get better you just have to ride out the storm. There are twist and turns, ups and downs, and big fat road blocks along the way, But...... there is an end to it all and one day you will smile, laugh, and even love again but first you have to learn to LOVE yourself again.
Sending you all BIG BIG HUGS AND SMILES:)
Disney....