Dissociation Community Group
For anyone who experiences dissociation whether DDNOS DD or DID. Be aware that alters may post at anytime please be accepting of that!
Hi,
I'm sort of newish at starting discussions on here but am looking for some advice...
I have been on here a while and have read a lot up about DID (which i suffer from) but have found that no matter how much I (Bev) read I can't control my switches and my moods during the switches...
I never knew when my personalities are going to switch, and even worse I cant even tell when I have switched...
My one friend I have kept says he can see the change in my eyes and that he can now tell the differences between my personalities, but I remember nothing at all...
My switches have got to a point were as I have ended up od'in 16 time in 6 weeks and not knowing how I get to the hospital, or even how I have done it...
the doctors tell me when i have said and I feel like a crazy person cause I don't remember telling them anything...
and that i have cuts all over me and they ask me how I got them and I have no clue at all, they think I make it up and that I do know but I don't...
I am finding it hard to continue like this and am just wondering if anyone has any tips on how I can possibly help myself at all???
I found lost most of the time to voices and switches and would be most grateful for any helpful tips or advice...
Thanks In Advance
I'm sort of newish at starting discussions on here but am looking for some advice...
I have been on here a while and have read a lot up about DID (which i suffer from) but have found that no matter how much I (Bev) read I can't control my switches and my moods during the switches...
I never knew when my personalities are going to switch, and even worse I cant even tell when I have switched...
My one friend I have kept says he can see the change in my eyes and that he can now tell the differences between my personalities, but I remember nothing at all...
My switches have got to a point were as I have ended up od'in 16 time in 6 weeks and not knowing how I get to the hospital, or even how I have done it...
the doctors tell me when i have said and I feel like a crazy person cause I don't remember telling them anything...
and that i have cuts all over me and they ask me how I got them and I have no clue at all, they think I make it up and that I do know but I don't...
I am finding it hard to continue like this and am just wondering if anyone has any tips on how I can possibly help myself at all???
I found lost most of the time to voices and switches and would be most grateful for any helpful tips or advice...
Thanks In Advance
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My 6mo twin DD's are EBF and just started rice cereal on the first. Everything has been going fine except this morning one of them had a diaper rash (lots of redness around her anus). I read this as one of the signs of an allergy. BUT I did just buy a different brand diaper yesterday (which they have used randomly before w/no issues). Do you think its the cereal or the diaper? Im ready to start...
If you yourself are in an abusive relationship of any sort or there is any kind of threat to you, this may be what is setting your switching off. The first thing you would have to do is make sure YOU are 100% safe. Without that safety it can be nearly impossible to get moving forward in the healing process. I hope this helps some!!
hope that helps.
sorry its' so hard.
emma