I have a slight bacterial infection that grew from a yeast infection from my high blood sugar levels I am taking care of it now, I am waiting for my hemogloben a1c or whatever its called. I know its gotta be ok I been taking my insulin. But you see this yeast infection I had, caused another infection called a bacterial infection in my vaginal canal, ew I know tmi but I cant get an answer from my doctors the pharmacists who are so medically savy to me, and educated medically on what I am on, so I even asked a lady there I trust. The problem is I am spotting, and I am clockwork with my periods since i had my tubes burnt and tied at age 19 deciding if I am gonna be mentally Ill I hav etolearn how to care for myself and I got it done at age 19 I do not regrret it i cannot give life to a baby who could be effected my my arorabobia, major depression, and adhd, I am also being treated for the bacterial infection my gel and cephalexin, and while in ac I bleed for two days, and I'm still spottin a bit. The problem is I do not have major mood swings, I am either ok happy or sad. I mean what else is there, lately though i was so mean to my friend, but he did get drunk and kept showin me the door It was suppose to be a three day extravaganza in atlantic city that left me leaving the warm room in only a hoodie and a pair of shorts sunday early morning four thirty almost five maybe. I went to the local diets n watson to grab smokes, and walk to the convention center bastard kept saying eleven times theres the door I paid about five hundred for all this so can I pay you to leave? THe jitney goes by ever eleven minutes, go to the convention center. I was so cold, miserable had no pad no money but i had smokes. HEs been trying to buy me for months and I refuse to run away from my lovely living situatiion where I am happiest alone, I can now do a lot I overcame so much but this mood swing thing is really bothering me. I had no real reason to snap other than I was sick of seeing him drink two bottles and I mean the BIG bottles of wiskey a case of beer absenthe and marajuania. He also got a hired girl for me, and I was so turned off all I did was touch her legs and give her a massage a hundred bucks she goes no not inside, cause when I felt in it,  ok I know im getting really personal I would NOT go down on that, it has two what are they called bumps that were close together enough to have a gap between them and if i got in there further i think there were more, I have no stds, and didnt want to lick her, so I  said well can u just go then, have a nice night. Damn that;s why you pay them to leave, Well I am not a hoar, and he can't buy me. I am not for sale I am happier without him,.  Hes the one who needs me to get him sober, I do not drink I am on spyc meds. I am on paxil rittilin and vallium which I am very careful with. I wake up 3 am every night since a kid we had a break int hat I heard and I remember I was two my sister was four, I never told her, and she does not know. Anyhow my problem is is my mood swings diabetec related i know i been hitting the energy drinsk and not eating as much as i should I last ate about twenty hrs ago. Sat night maybe. Passed out, the prob is when he drinks he hits me up for my meds and he knows I am careful withthem I only carry with me what I need for those days and thats it. I enver take more and i do not abuse them IS it the infection in my body causing my follicilitious to lfair up too I have this problem with my skin sometimes only when I get my monthly I break out in hard boils sometimes the size of golf balls, seriously huge . Id show you one, but it happens to have broken out in the middle of my tits!! sure that I didnt get this from anyone I got bit by a skeeter nasty disease carrying things, and whenever nature calls which she diid twice in two weeks I had one period for a week and then two days later I am spotting and freaking because I am regular as responsible for my mental health recovery first as always but is follicilitous breaking out so bad from this infection or is it early menopause,l GOd I hope it is Im 44 its not impossible right? I knoww go to my doc, I did still waiting on blood work and I have a bad cold I am really run down and coudl use some advice, This is all I know I went to the disease of unounknown origion twice as a baby adn once as an adult to make sure they coyudl find nothing. Then why every time I get blood work it shows my white and red cells are going bonkers? YEs I have had every std test done, as a child I was permisquious. SO can anyone shed any light to whats happenning to my crazy entire body and soul?