I have been diagnosed with T1D since Dec 2015 - So it’s been about 15 months now and I am more lost in anger and depression than ever. People who are not in the trenches of diabetes do not understand - they simply don't. Words cannot explain the frustration. Not understanding how "you need to eat health and take care of yourself" doesn't really feel like love when you hear it from everyone who thinks that is all it is with managing your diabetics. There is so many balancing act for need to factor in when 'taking care of your diabetes'. Not being able to vent on social media because no one really understands. The headaches, stomachaches, the napping spells (when all you want to do is lay down), the needles, controlling your numbers, not trying to be a bother - along with the everyday obstacles life throws at you. Its... overwhelming.
I had to go to work last night, Ugh... I hate nights.Anyway I walked outside and saw a car parked in the middle of the street with its headlights on. I walked around the hedge to see two grown men slamming large rocks onto the back of a 3 foot Rattler. A couple of uneducated Dorks. Apposed to an educated Dork I guess. I walked away because it was to late to save it. Writhing in pain and...