Cheese, its a good site, lots of support here.

Thank you. I am ashamed of myself for sitting here talking this way and not just looking for a new job and getting out of this hole. No need to reply. thanks.

Thank you.

I am sorry your friends left you. You are doing a good thing by expressing yourself here. You are persevering

Hello. Thank you. I'm not sure if friends left or I was just a lazy person and haven't treated folks the way they should be treated? I'm not sure? I hope things are good with you? I feel very ashamed of my situation and want to hide it but its hard. I'm too old to be smart about things it seems? Not sure?

I am very nervous. I dont think I will come out of this situation I am in. I am scared and alone and not too smart it seems? I think I am selfish and lazy and this is the result of life not done right? I am not doing too well. I hope no one else is having such dark times.

When a person is alone in dark times, one the most important things anyone can do is to take care of himself, herself, or themselves. People take care of themselves all of the time and it's not selfishness. It's self care. I hope things get better for you

I thank you very much

'I dont think any of us is really any smarter than anyone else, but some of us are able to see the lighter side of life I think. It is getting very hard for me.'
A telling remark. It affected me because I think I am smarter than most people; even though I am reminded at times that I am not, and my pride gets another knock...well-deserved.

It's ok to be scared. I believe it is possible to get out of a dark hole but you may not be able to do it by yourself. Sometimes we need a helping hand by other people or God.

robotnik. Well just like you I feel myself to be very smart, alas I am not. I have had quite an exciting life thus far. My current feelings are due to an actual situation I am in and it is very hard for me to deal with it. I have lost my job and my drivers license, the job was lost in February, the license was lost last May. The job ended due to the company getting rid of my job, not my fault. The license loss was due to a DWI traffic stop. I now sit unable to drive. Ive had a car since the age of 15 I am 51 now. I had a new leased car when this happened. I had also just bought an older corvette and I lost my license a month after buying it. I now pay for the corvette each month a storage garage to house the car and many other bills that I cannot afford and I am deeply upset with life and with my self and my future. These situations I speak of are due to me thinking I am smarter than others. Possibly you are smarter? but odds are against it.

Hi Cheese- welcome to the group. Please know that you are not alone, we are here for you. I hope you are feeling better today.

Thank you for sharing this. I pray that you will have the job that you need and whatever difficulty you are facing now, I pray that you will have the peace and comfort as you pass through this season. Take care and God bless.