Depression Support Group
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Sometimes reality is just too hard. It hurts, and i hate it.
I hate this world with all it's pains, my life, and most of all, me.
Everything is too overwhelming, it's all too much. I just want to go into a fantasy and never wake up. I just want to leave this place and body and go to something better. The show Dollhouse got it right i think. Peace in between adventures (and horrible stresses) which you would then forget. Live in a beautiful spa, so beautiful, where no worries of hurting, responsibility, fear, or any pain at all. Living in the moment. Complete serenity.
I want to go away so bad-i am so utterly uncomfortable in reality.
I hate this world with all it's pains, my life, and most of all, me.
Everything is too overwhelming, it's all too much. I just want to go into a fantasy and never wake up. I just want to leave this place and body and go to something better. The show Dollhouse got it right i think. Peace in between adventures (and horrible stresses) which you would then forget. Live in a beautiful spa, so beautiful, where no worries of hurting, responsibility, fear, or any pain at all. Living in the moment. Complete serenity.
I want to go away so bad-i am so utterly uncomfortable in reality.
i dont see why you cant live in a fantasy world if you want to
just dont tell anyone or they might interfere if you catch my drift!
life is hard
and i am finding out as i get older the harder it is
which is weird
cos i thought i would get smarter and so it would get easier but this does not seem to be true
all i can say is
hang in there
try to accept the way life is
and look for a little respite to get by
like...............
i love my down time and hiding snuggled in bed
and i sort of go out and do the money earning thing
then i come back and i get back to my snuggling
and you might think god what a life
but i get by
and i am doing my best
and thats enough ya know?
anyway
i appreciate where you are coming from
you are not alone
big hugs xxxxx
never watched the show you mention, but that is the human condition...to want something better.
its hard work that gets us there my friend. happiness is fickle.
i'll settle for contentment.
sorry you are hurting.
Try and use things like movies, books, music as a means of escape if you can. Sometimes that helped me out a lot, back when I was in the world, just knowing that I could come home, turn off the lights, light candles, put in a movie and get lost in it for a few hours.
It's a temporary fix, sure, but healthier than getting wasted for the same effect, probably.
Just a thought. Sorry you're in such a dark place right now...I hope it brightens up for ya soon.