I am sorry you have experienced all this crap, you are to young for this and do not deserve it. It can seem like no one cares but they do. Sometimes you have to dig and dig to get the help you deserve. I encourage you to go to your school nurse or teacher and talk to them about what is going on. I encourage you to contact your local mental health crisis center and start the process of stopping this and getting help to get through the trauma.

Hugs

some have it a lot worse than others. I had it bad when I was growing up too. as soon as you can get a job and get out of the house that can help and the try to find support and people who treat you better than those who you are surrounded by now. it's hard but not impossible. it's worth a try.

I want you to know that we all here care about you and your feelings. I had the same life as a younger girl. I always felt alone, without friends, and watching other kids with friends and having fun. I was never invited. I now have daughter your age, 15, who battles feelings of hurt, being alone, and that nobody at school cares. I have contacted her school therapist who is a great help. Please message me. My daughter can certainly understand and could use a friend also.

I am so sorry for what you have been through. The world can be a sick horrible place, I know, and it is certainly depressing. But hold on, sweetie. There are brighter days ahead for you, I just know it. Hugs.

sometimes I don't know what kind of a world we live in .....but I do know ..there are some good people in it ..I have found some .....there are good people in here who care .....I care .....I keep you in my prayers ...God bless

It can be a mean world but it can also be a beautiful one. I was also bullied as a child and into my teens and it had lasting affects on my life. I had no one to give me the advise I am going to give you. Go on You tube and type in : Joyce Meyer Relationship with yourself. She's a T.V Evangelist but don't let that turn you away. She is not typical of what we normally expect . She's not cheesy, she doesn't scream and she has a lot of teaching that will truly change your life. Watch the whole thing and let me know how you liked it, I know you will.
Going to school and getting bullied is like waking up and going to a place just to get abused all day. Sometimes it helps to tell your teachers or principle and sometimes it can make matters worse for you.What you have to do is spend time building yourself up . If people are constantly telling you you're ugly or fat or just any mean thing they can think of saying there will be a part of you that starts to believe it and that's where the danger comes in.
What kind of people spend there day trying to make another person miserable?? Most of us couldn't imagine doing that to anyone, but unfortunately there are those that seem to get a rise out of it. One thing iv'e learned in life is there is always more going on with these people that we can't see. Even if the person making fun of you makes the social criteria of being " perfect". You see there is an effort that needs to be made to put someone down and that effort takes energy. These individuals are using there energy to make you feel bad because in there warped mind it makes them feel better about themselves. You can bet that Barbie goes home to a world where she either has an unhappy family life or somewhere deep inside of herself no matter how beautiful she is she's unhappy with herself.
I was bullied . By the time I got out of High School I was a mess. I had the lowest self esteem and was left so insecure from the day to day ritual that a few people had with my soul. It was there job to cut me down all day. I graduated and signed with one of the biggest modeling agencies in the world Ford Models in New York. People could tell me I was beautiful all day but it didn't sink in. I was very skinny and that is what they used to torture my life in school. It wasn't a good skinny either. I was healthy but at 5"9 108 pounds I was a one long toothpick lol. My mother, my sisters were all the same. None of us started to fill out till we were in our mid twenties.
The real issues from being bullied came when I started dating at 17. I carried all that pain from being bullied all those years and it caused me to choose men in my life that were not good . I chose them because I never felt good enough.
Start watching Joyce Meyer sermons 2017 on You Tube. Get into a relationship with God. I don't know where I would be without God.
He will give you guidance and the strength to make it through these years. Realize that we are all unique and always put your trust in Him and He will take care of the rest you will be surprised what miracles come your way. I have been through so much in my life, some that could have been avoided. I wouldn't be anywhere if I didn't have Him. Joyce Meyer writes some amazing books too if you like to read. Self Help books and they're awesome.