When you get to the point of thinking about death often and feeling hopeless I would advise to reach out to a counselor. It helps me to know that I will be able to sort out issues. Then you will be better able to handle the curveballs that life does throw. I know that things do seem to be so hard and so often that..and tiring..one wants to just give up.

I feel terrible for you. Please email me or call me if you want to talk. You know I am always here for you. Hugs

I've been missing you here and wondering how you are and see this! Oh no :( I'm so sorry you're experiencing this kind of depression right now. I know when life changes happen so fast, you may not even have time to fully think about and react to them before the next one comes along. That's a lot to carry, a chaos usually to get through, then sort when (if) you're able. Know you're not alone.

I feel your pain sweety but please always keep in your mind that you are loved and we are here for you, always! You deserve to be happy and I hurt, knowing you are hurting. I too, have thought about suicide more than I should, but what keeps me from even contemplating it is my son who lives with me and reminds me all the time what it would do to him. Please call me if you want to talk. I know picking up the phone is hard, but you will be glad that you did. Much Love and extra gentle hugs.

I have been there and I don't think it's fear that is stopping you from killing yourself, but something even deeper. I have been ultimately tired of everything, to the point that how my suicide would affect family and friends did not factor into the equation at all, and I don't even believe in god but something stopped me, something keeps me going. It's beyond our control. We just need to ride this roller coaster or carousel or whatever it is and we will find out why we're still alive. I am still waiting on the answer myself! Death is assured to all of us though, what's the point in being in a hurry. Maybe that's the whole problem; maybe we're trying too hard. Trying too hard to die, trying too hard to live.

Hi sweetie.

I'm so sorry you're in such a dark place. I would give anything to make everything better and take this pain away from you. What can we do to help? I feel so helpless . :(

I know I tell you over and over how strong you are and I say it because I believe it. Are you taking any classes now? ( I know,, I should know that ).

I know all about isolating . It's what I do a lot of times. I think a lot of us here relate to that, but please keep reaching out , okay? You're not alone, I promise you that.

I love you xoxo

LMT

Sending love, hugs, and prayers.

I am so sorry to hear that depression has such a hold on you. Here is wishing you better days.

See a therapist. There is absolutely no harm that can come from getting help. You couldn't feel any worse than you do, right? Give it a shot and remember there are so many success stories about depressed people who got help from a therapist and turned their life around.

I've been having a really hard time writing posts lately so I hope thi makes sense. I am in the same boat as you. I am severely depressed and it takes everything I have just to wash some dishes. We are going on vacation in June and instead of being happy and exited about it I am just anxious and depressed. Nothing helps. I have tried everything to make myself feel better. And I isolate from people too just like you. Sorry I don't have any words of encouragement right now. Still praying for both of us. Hugs.