I am 50 and have a rare genetic disorder which has dampened my life. It's called TMAU or trimethylaminuria. I have lost 6 homes, 9 jobs, became homeless. I live with someone on drugs, trying to keep them from using drugs. My son tells everyone he has a white family, as we are black, long story I've had an accident which constantly gives me pain or inability  to walk. I've gain weight from 120  to 178. I am a secluded person away from  society, recently trying to get over the loss of my pet, where my landlord poisoned him. I am on disability and stuck as no housing is available for me to live on my on, except in gun infested neighborhoods. Social security check 799 per month, rent is 690.. arghhhh! Tried to join churches but I have been sealy assaulted, bribed or swindled out of money. Yes, I'm  stressed.