I want to know how I am the only one on your friends list and I have NO CLUE who you are. I honestly don't know you. so that means you are some ' friend' of mine who changed your profile...

I have NEVER heard of you. but I am the only one on your friend's list?

I'm done. I won't be back on this board . Last night was shitty enough on here. I'm done.and everyone who knows me.. who are my FRIENDS , know that posts like this trigger me horribly.

Peace out whoever you are.
Peace out to all of you.

I can't handle this crap anymore.

I'm out for good.

LMT

You don't want to have a tragic accident.
Court isn't a big deal if there's no possibility of going to jail.
If you've seen your counselor 4 times and don't feel it is helping, maybe you should change.
Even though you're treatment-resistant, is there a possibility you just haven't found the right treatment?

Everybody deals with the SOS. It gets old, but then things get a little better for most people, if they try.

Make changes. Get outside. Eat mostly healthy. Care about yourself - it's your job :)

I had to change my identity because of prying eyes. Sorry it upset someone!

I just want to truly apologize. I am going through a really tough time and when I didn't know who you were and saw that I was the only one on your friends list, it freaked me out because of some things that have gone on in the past. I truly apologize and I'm sorry you are going through a difficult time and I truly truly do wish you the best.

Peace and healing.

LMT

I am accessing this from a cell phone, I started to add my friends back and realized what a pain in the ass it was going to be, I think I told you my old identity in the friend request.

Oh crap. I totally forgot. I am so sorry, yes I know who you are now. I was in a really bad place when I wrote what I did and I didn't recognize the name . I am really really sorry.

(((((((((( big feel better hugs )))))))))))

LMT

No problem, I'm sorry you are feeling so bad! I hope you feel better soon, I feel like shit too so I understand!

I'm still in a bad place! My post got totally distracted and I got nothing out of it. My life fucking sucks and I don't post very often, hat a waste of time! I put my feelings on the line and only a few people even give a shit. It will be a long time before I post anything again! My life sucks and I have nobody I can trust without being ridiculed! Who knows, my next post may be my last! I am so down, I don't see an end to it! I hate my fucking life! I wish I was fucking DEAD!

I am really sorry I messed up your post. PLEASE PLEASE keep posting. Make a new post and I know that people here, besides me, DO CARE and are here to support you. I am so sorry you are feeling this bad and I wish I knew how to help. I CARE. Do you think you might need to find a new counselor if you aren't feeling like the counselor you are seeing now is helping? Please don't give up. Please keep reaching out here. I want you to get better and not want to give up on life. Again, I am sorry I messed this post up for you. :(

(((((((((( COMFORTING HUGS ))))))))))))))

LMT

My feeling on your post is that you possibly have the wrong pdoc if he or she can't find something that will work for your bi-polar. I too am bi-polar and have manic depression (I assume they are separate issues), However I am relentless with my doctors and insist they listen, really hear what I have to say, and send me to a specialist if they can't help me. As far as your therapist, it may be possible that the two of you just aren't the right fit. It's so very important to have a good repore', understanding, and mostly trust. If you don't have those 3 things, then maybe it's time to find someone else you can relate to and have that trust with. Please don't think so negatively. I know it's hard, I truly do, but you are important, are worthy, and needed on this earth. With many hugs GB

me too