I do and try to contentiously believe in God and that Jesus died for me, but to be honest I have not been as spiritually uplifted as some people that I have a great respect for. If physical death is inevitable why should I try to prolong my life? I know it causes others grief when someone dies and I don't want to add to anyone else's problems especially those that care anything about me, but the impact would be minimal I am sure. Life to me has become physically and mentally uncomfortable to say the least. At its best its like being in stuffy noise filled room with a headache, so to speak, I have a hard time hearing seeing and understanding anyone that speaks to me anymore. I just want to go out side where it is quite and rest. What is it inside of me that keeps me from doing so?
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