Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
If it was just 1 person, but when it's many, I just don't understand why I am the scapegoat for what feels like everything. It is serious issues and no one will listen. These problems have been going on for almost a year. For example, tonight, I went to a carnival and before I even entered it, a friend of my enemy yelled to me and said Fuc* you, and gave me the finger .I just left. I feel like I am going to have a nervous breakdown with all the stress and my boyfriend seems to be having mental issues also. I feel like running away, but I have nowhere to go. Noone understands!!
I am seriously and I am not joking currently in a stupid psycho scare. I almost feel like this is the godamn witch trials only people are not allowed to burn each other but every thing else applies. It's been going on since from what I can tell 2008-2010 ish and I have literally tried to kill myself two years ago and then I tried to move to another state the begining of the year only to get my rent money stolen.
It's hard to start over when most of my friends were my exhusbands and I was not allowed to talk to anyone for 10 years. My high school buddies only have time to hang out with me sparingly as they have families to take care of. My immediate family is starting to understand but my crazy mother is still being weird to me. My little brother finally understands but is way younger than me. I was just recently invited to a concert on my facebook but I am suspicious of it because I am afraid I am going to be treated like sh** when I get there. Here add me on here and talk to me!