Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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DJfromColorado 04/28/2011

In the last several months my health has caused a lot of problems, I am broke, lost a lot of work time, going back tomorrow after almost 9 days out. No pay for those days. Last month lost my house, numerous tests, gall bladder removed 8 days ago. Had to take a break from college, came down with upper respitatory infection Tuesday. Causing more lost pay. Gastro doc wants coloscopoy as soon as surgeon clears me...more lost pay...got threatened with legal action if I stay any longer at my cousins...too lengthy to explain, she will get evicted as well, been here only 4 nights...no money to go anywhere....all hell has broken loose in my life, not seeing any light at end of tunnel, or any end to this mess. In 2007 I was hospitilzed for suicide, I didnt see it then, but I was close. I HAVE NO PLAN yet...but it is on my mind......when do I see my doc....should I wait a few days and see if I calm down....or in a few days will it be too late?? What do I say if I do call???

deleted_user 04/29/2011

Do you have anyone who can watch you? That may not be the right way to say it...I mean is there someone who knows what you are going through and will see changes in you? You could wait a few days if you have someone who can help you see if things are slipping out of control or beyond an acceptable level of thinking about IT. Not having a plan is not the same as being safe..I am really new at all this and not at all sure I should even be writing here but could not just leave it unanswered

DJfromColorado 04/29/2011

Deme DS is all about community. Never feel like you shouldnt post somewhere, as long as its positive comments, its all good. The only thing is I feel so bad about my situation now, that telling the family I am around to watch for suicide signs makes me embarresed and they might think I cant handle this...well I cant handle all this...thats why I am on DS....I rarely seem to be here in the good times :(

deleted_user 04/29/2011

I think that you should call someone. a hotline or PDoc. a thereapist. Maybe a medication change might help. You are going through so much, that I don't think there would be to many people out there that wouldn't be depressed and overwhelmed. Be strong, stay safe. Reach out for help.

(Hugs)

deleted_user 04/29/2011

Hi DJ, I am new to DS as well and not sure that I have much to add but if you have to ask the quesiton of when to seek medical help, I think it's time. I'm not sure if you are on medicaiton but to be on it or to perhaps change may be a good idea right now. You are going through a lot so much of your 'mood' may be circumstantial but if you have been hospitaliized in the past, then it seems there might be a pattern. Call today and just be as honest as you are in this post...."I have no plan YET but it is on my mind".

deleted_user 04/29/2011

I'd say call right away. As someone said, if you're asking if you should call, you should call.

It sounds like you definitely need some help. Coping with your financial/housing situation would be hard for anyone, but with depression thrown into the mix it's probably more than you can get through on your own.

Maybe if you contact a hotline they can help you get some housing assistance, or referrals to someone who can help you keep a roof over your head during this traumatic time in your life.

Hang in there! We care about you.

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