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I am on a bunch of meds.......I know it sucks. But more then likely the hospital would start you out with one, I can't say for sure I am not a professional. I HATE taking my meds. But in away, I appreciate them because they help me.
My advice is go to a Dr as soon as possible. Possibly a psychiatrist. I see one every 3 months. I'm only on 5 from him. I know that might still sound like a lot but I've been going to him for 12 years...........don't give up on life. Think of one person in your life that would be heart broken ( That's what I do)
I hope this helps

I would think that being put on a bunch of meds. is better than giving up.

If you don't want to go to hospital but want someone to talk to, you can text HELP to 741741 and they'll respond immediately with someone to talk to. Please don't give up yet.

i know how you're feeling because I have felt that exact feeling so many times and it takes so much energy to explain it to anybody. you don't have to explain anything to me. I can understand and relate to you from your post. every time you're tempted to do something to end it, think of me or us and know there are people who know that loneliness and pain around the world and would sit there and listen to you for hours and hours. i would give anything to have good friends and someone who would do anything for me. i don't have that. posting here and checking it at all times of the night and day has been a huge help and relief because i know there are good souls telling me to continue living. remember us and know you are helping me too.

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I can understand that you don't want to be put on meds, but If they could be helpful in making you feel better, why not try it. if only for a short term. When I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety, I also didn't want the medication and at first I didn't take anything, but I realized I couldn't do it on my own. So I started taking the medication and began therapy. Please don't harm yourself. Call a crisis hotline or a suicide hotline before harming yourself. Continue to talk to us on this site so we can listen an offer support.

Thank you everyone, i opened up to someone last night and talked about things. I am still pretty down but not suicidal. Yes, meds can help...i am on some already. I was overmedicated for several years and dont want to go back. That is why i am hesitant because every dr is different, some might be ok with sticking you with 6 or 7 meds when that may be way too much, so i am very careful now. Thank you all again for replying, it means a lot.

I am so sorry you feel so lost and hopeless. You are valuable and made for a purpose. Please call the suicide helpline, reach out to your friends/family. I will be praying for you! Do not give up.