Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
The past 3 days i have been miserable. my mind is racked with stuff that i dont even know how to handle. I dont want to go to work tomorrow because i'm terrified i'm gonna be fired for stuff that i thought was resolved and people putting words in my mouth. i'm worried about all of that but on another hand i honestly dont care. I dont care about my job, but i do care. This is the constant battle going in my head. it's making me miserable.
If i do get to keep my job i have to walk in there everyday like a zombie and not talk to anyone because they can't be trusted or they dont like me (this part doesnt bother me i can deal with people not liking me because it's a frequent thing there.) and if i get to keep my job that just proves to all of them that i'm better than what you have made me out to be and i get to rub their noses in the fact that you can't get rid of me that easily. but it would just give them even more reason to talk about me. This is breaking my soul and i dont know what to do...
You should not have to live in fear of your co-workers. They are humans to and quite could possibly be afraid of you. That you'll get promoted before them.