don't know what to tell you I have had mood shifts and it is better if I don't self medicate , keep sharing

you are special . that I am sure of. it doesn't feel that way when we are depressed , we can only see our own pain. I am with you . I cannot do FB for so many reasons but I have read that it can make depression worse . no folks are not real on FB , come on here instead and get positive feedback that is real, bless u

I've have the same issues before . The only thing I've found that works is to get you a tea thick notebook a five star is good and just write down what you feel it may be dark .twisted.or even close to what people would call a suicide letter but getting it out helps . The scares will heal . Mine are a reminder if what I used to be angry. And misunderstanding

Sounds like medication or some inpatient time is in order. Definitely meds and some routine and structure to stem the destructive behavior.

Nothing is wrong with you

I'm sorry about what's happening. If possible, tell someone you trust about what you are experiencing and seek help. If you can't, try some alternatives to venting your emotions. When you're angry, try rubbing ice where you want to cut, using the 'rubber band' technique (put a rubber band around your wrist,pull it back a little bit and then let go), punching a pillow, screaming, or violently scribbling on a piece of paper. When you feel sad, crying is a good thing but also try drawing (anywhere, yourself included in this) with markers and pens, breathing excerises, listening to music and writing. You're going to make it through this, even if you don't think so.

Go see a doctor