Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I think every person alive fears abandonment by those we love. But I also know, through experience, that if we try to love someone too much, it can scare people away, simply because no one can perfectly live up to another person's expectations. Relationships require a balance of give and take, being together and apart, loving and lifting the other person up, but loving ourselves at the same time.
It sounds like you really need someone to talk to. Is there a pregnancy support group near you? Is there a church you might be interested in? Pastors are usually good resources to talk with. Counselors are as well. I'm glad you reached out here. I'm hoping you can find someone to discuss your fears with so that you can love your baby's father without losing him, while loving yourself more.