Depression Support Group
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I don't know what to do anymore. My son calls me "Stupic, a bitch, crazy and psychotic " every day. He tells me to F off and F you. It's tearing me up inside. I start to have stomach pains on my way home now. Just like I did when my husband was beating me up. I have ulcers and am a manic depressive. I can't take this abuse.It literally makes me physically ill.
I am disabled due to a broken back and tendonitis issues in my right arm and shoulder. I need someone to help me out with things. He lives here, he won't get a job or a dricers license so I expect that he should do some work around the house. Or at least help me clean out my dads house. But,, if I so much as ask hi to mow the lawn or get up before noon than the abuse begins.
I am suffering from PTSD from my last relationship....how am I suppose to handle this?
He seems to enjoy making me cry because than he mocks me and makes fun of me. I just want to run away./ But, I have to take care of my dad. My dad of course thinks the sun rises and sets with Ben , so he is against me too. He is deaf and can't hear the things Ben is saying to me. I have a faMILY FULL OF MEN. mY MOTHER DIED WHEN i WAS 18. i NEED HER SO-O ADLY NOW. i CAN'T LIVE WITH ALL THESE MEN. tHEY HAVE NO RESPECT FOR WOmen.
So I just end up losing a couple hours out of everyday to have a n anxiety attack. I just ewant to be left alone.
I am disabled due to a broken back and tendonitis issues in my right arm and shoulder. I need someone to help me out with things. He lives here, he won't get a job or a dricers license so I expect that he should do some work around the house. Or at least help me clean out my dads house. But,, if I so much as ask hi to mow the lawn or get up before noon than the abuse begins.
I am suffering from PTSD from my last relationship....how am I suppose to handle this?
He seems to enjoy making me cry because than he mocks me and makes fun of me. I just want to run away./ But, I have to take care of my dad. My dad of course thinks the sun rises and sets with Ben , so he is against me too. He is deaf and can't hear the things Ben is saying to me. I have a faMILY FULL OF MEN. mY MOTHER DIED WHEN i WAS 18. i NEED HER SO-O ADLY NOW. i CAN'T LIVE WITH ALL THESE MEN. tHEY HAVE NO RESPECT FOR WOmen.
So I just end up losing a couple hours out of everyday to have a n anxiety attack. I just ewant to be left alone.
Also, I like looney's advice or suggestion to you.
Please take care.
Please be careful!
I don't know how to deal with my son. I told him to get out of my house and then my dad told me that if I throw him out he will throw me out. What? It's my house! I'm just kind of numb now. Just going thru the motions of the every day bull. I am so-o tired!!! There just isn't any joy in my life, and that's not ok!!.
I will just have to find a way to find myself again. It's going to be a long and hard road back to find out who I really am.
Thank you for all your kind comments.