Does anyone else find it hard to keep up with all their friends on here- and when u are looking something else up and looking at multiple sites at once - and don't respond right away- why do they get so mad ! i'm getting really tired of being crucified lately for not saying hi- right away..... so once again thinking of leaving this place- i do my best to get to everyone- but somedays i just don't do it fast enough or i'm looking at the other sites and don't even know someone has written to me til hours later... so i guess this makes me horrible...... atleast thats how i feel- every time i start to get in a good mood and smile alittle i get pushed back down cause i'm never there enough- i guess there just isn't enough Brandi to go around- so if i can't be there for everyone i guess i should just back out of this and surrender... i'm just very upset by this right now- because not hugging someone in the first few mins of getting on DS is a crime or did u all know this? anyways........ so really don't want to leave- but this is emotional abuse on my part and i can't take the rollercoaster of being happy and then someone setting off the depression again- if anyone has a suggestion i would greatly appreciate it ..... why can't we have the sign in and be invisible thingy like with the messengers..... god forbid i wanted to look something up before i sent out hugs today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Feel like pulling my hair out and saying- here u want that too!
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