Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Hi
I know I am about to complain...but I am about to complain...
I am more worried than I want to admit becuase I am having significant medical symptoms, severe pain, bleeding, pain like a knife waking me up out of my sleep.
I have three consults scheduled in the next six weeks. A biopsy and a colonoscopy scheduled. I would love to know what is up, but I have to wait. I am supposed to likely have an exploratory surgery, which I need now, but I don't know if this will work schedule wise.
What scares me the most is the significant bleeding with the pain.
Anyway. I've been very preocupied. I took a day off of work because I was so drained and panicked. So stressed that my chest hurt and my head was hurting. I got in some trouble for taking this day off. I ended up using the day to get into the dr. to get everything scheduled. When I got back to work, the office manager was pretty mad and I was getting nasty remarks from a co worker. I know it was a problem for a fill in person to come in. I felt tapped out at that point.
I must be really preoccupied because I mixed up an appointment time at work for a meeting, so they had to scramble, again. Now I look bad. My focus is affected. I don't want to get distracted because of this, but I did. I got to the meeting today to realize that I came at the wrong time. I was so embarrassed, two big faux pas in like a week. Jeez, it's sort of like the spiral in the wrong direction, where you f up, and then you reflexively f up again, as though you are on a streak or a roll or something. I want to change the direction of this.
I know I am about to complain...but I am about to complain...
I am more worried than I want to admit becuase I am having significant medical symptoms, severe pain, bleeding, pain like a knife waking me up out of my sleep.
I have three consults scheduled in the next six weeks. A biopsy and a colonoscopy scheduled. I would love to know what is up, but I have to wait. I am supposed to likely have an exploratory surgery, which I need now, but I don't know if this will work schedule wise.
What scares me the most is the significant bleeding with the pain.
Anyway. I've been very preocupied. I took a day off of work because I was so drained and panicked. So stressed that my chest hurt and my head was hurting. I got in some trouble for taking this day off. I ended up using the day to get into the dr. to get everything scheduled. When I got back to work, the office manager was pretty mad and I was getting nasty remarks from a co worker. I know it was a problem for a fill in person to come in. I felt tapped out at that point.
I must be really preoccupied because I mixed up an appointment time at work for a meeting, so they had to scramble, again. Now I look bad. My focus is affected. I don't want to get distracted because of this, but I did. I got to the meeting today to realize that I came at the wrong time. I was so embarrassed, two big faux pas in like a week. Jeez, it's sort of like the spiral in the wrong direction, where you f up, and then you reflexively f up again, as though you are on a streak or a roll or something. I want to change the direction of this.
as for work maybe you should touch base with your office manager, offer an apology and a short explination and assure youll do your best to prevent any more mishaps
and then try to keep focus. keep in mind you could lose your job and im sure u dont need that. take a little extra time to complete tasks ,double check your work, when scheduling appointments, repeat the date and time back to the provider or whoever its with and immediately enter it in your calander.
hope all goes well