It has been a long time since I have been triggered like this. I have done very well when it comes to self injury. I have not cut since I found out of I was pregnant with Aiden, almost 3 years ago.
There has been some close calls, but I have always been able to prevent myself from going back on my word to my husband.
Tonight I went to go switch out the laundry and on the dryer was a blade, like the blades I use to use. I picked it up, and touched it, and so many things flash before my eyes.
I still remember how it feels, the pain, and then the huge release afterwards.
I didn't hurt myself, I put the blade down. But I would be lying if I said its not something that is on my mind, or its not something that I'm thinking about.
Addiction last forever, even in recovery. Its something that I will always struggle with, and I hope I will always have the strength to put the blade down.
HeyI'm just wondering if its normal to get depressed because you have bad anxietyLike everything in my life is ok but it seems because of my anxiety, I'm partly depressed because of itIs this normal?Thanks
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