I went to counseling again today, she keeps telling me to rid myself of the people that are bringing me down, they are toxic to my health she says, these are the only people I'm close too, Yes, I realize that I've done this to myself it's seems thats the only kind of people I let in I feel thats all I deserve but without them I have nobody. I'm so very lonely. So very very lonely.
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