The day started out good and slowly deteriorated when the maintenance crew came by and talked to my son abut how his truck can get towed for parking on the front yard. Theread are other people parking their vehicles on their front yards so I don't understand why they are picking on us all the time. They've had my sons vehicle towed before for not being parked on our space and parking in the street when there was snow on the ground. They've also gotten onto us about how our motor home was in our driveway late in the season and not everyone's had been out of their yards before the first if October either. The park ownership has changed hands since we've lived here 7 years once at least and they haven't given us a renewed or refreshed lease agreement with the new rules and regulations with those things on it so we know. I think that is wrong way to do business and to keep residents in the trailer park. 

With all that, I told my fiance what happened and we got into a disagreement ot small spat about it and he just puts it all on me and treats me like I'm stupid and worthless. I call him out on it and he changes the subject or belittles me even more in a different way and I keep calling him out. It's just wearing me down every time and I feel like I don't deserve to be happy or feel love from him. 

What else made me anxious today is the dryer quit working on me today and ik he blames me or other people for it instead of the fact that it's 18 years old. 

There's another issue too that made me a Lil anxious today. My oldest son and oldest daughter were here just before my fiance got home from work and he doesn't want or like my oldest son bcyz of how he is disrespectful of my parenting skills and how he said he would call child protective services on me for how I apparently treat my youngest daughter. See he wasn't raised by me so he really doesn't know much about how or who I am, just what his father and grandmother told/tells him.

I'm a very good mother and I know a lot more about it then he does since he doesn't have any children yet of his own. I raised my oldest daughter and youngest son while his grandmother raised him. She is very manipulative and judgementAL among other things. That's enough to write a book about...lol

I think I'll stop here and post this before I lose it am it gets erased or deleted and I can't retrieve it...I hate when that happens. Goodnight all!!