Here's the thing.....just because I've thought about suicide DOES NOT mean I was or am thinking selfishly....what about those people who ignore me or reject me after being NONSELFISH with my needs and trying to help them out with their problems or when they needed someone to talk to???...to those of you who think that I'm being selfish in regards of my thoughts of suicide you are WRONG!!....I have been so unselfish with myself for so many people in so many ways and to find out that when I needed someone there for me, they turn their back on me,...who wouldn't blame me for feeling suicidal??...and u people wanna tell me that that's being selfish? I don't think so. When they needed a friend, I was ALWAYS there for them..when I needed one, they're gone...WHO'S SELFISH NOW??
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