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tired, depressed, and broken

Samirian4hire
Samirian4hire

I'm not sure why I'm even bothering, life as I knew it means punishing myself with pain just to make a dollar.  


I'm feeling some kind of way, its very unhealthy, and I have cancer to look foreword to when it gets worse...  


The cancer is not the cause of some of the pain, its far to early to be an issue..   I don't want to know what else is wrong, I don't want to have to catch a bus at 6am to go to a cancer center...  I'm unwell 

Jersey_of_Oz
Jersey_of_Oz
please don't give up.
Samirian4hire
Samirian4hire
Almost ended it... woke up on a ventilator...
Samirian4hire
Samirian4hire
More detail might help, impulse choice... I've thought a lot... just popped some heavy duty medicine, and luckily I woke up...

I feel lost trying to pick up pieces... it's been 3 weeks, my family still knows nothing about it...
Samirian4hire
Samirian4hire
The cancer is new and early on... I hope.

Pain is growing out of control now, I used to just take it... I'm breaking down just trying to relax, and I still have no pain management
Diane22
Diane22
Never give up. Cancer can be beaten. It is not the end. U are strong and we are here to support u. Do not let this hurdle stop you. Don't give up
Heidiclark
Heidiclark
Sometimes we just don't have the strength to help ourselves. I feel that way most of the time. Like I just dont' have it in me to help myself. Sending prayers for you for hope and healing
djchurn
djchurn
Tell people about your cancer. You may find someone who has had the same and they will be a world of help.
sharaninmd
sharaninmd
I am sorry that you are not well. I would suggest that you let your family and friends know about the cancer. They will be able to provide the support you need to get through this. I am a cancer survivor and I know I would not been able to handle all the treatments without the support of my family. If you are in pain, share that with your doctor. There is no need for you to suffer if there is something they can give you to help with the pain. Best of luck to you.