havent posted anything on here in a while but things havent got no easier or better for me in all honesty. just had enough of this mental illness and depression fed up of the constant emptyness not having a clue who you are.. feeling the worlds against you in everyway possible.. just feels like im on the outside watching in all the time. does anyody else get this? like out of body experience? just feel as the days go on i lose more of myself. notice a little bit more of yourself missing as time goes on. i know being suicidal is very common with this illness.. emotionally unstable personality disorder. or borderline what ever you want to call it.. this pain to me feels like my best friend in a way because its always there where ever you go.. can anybody relate to any of these problems in here? i hope everybody on here is doing well and ok. i have read most of the posts on here and just want to say to you all im thinking of you.. take care jake.
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