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Tired

KittyCat5678
KittyCat5678

My mind is always going I’m never at ease. No one ever understands me I’ve tried to talk to my mom about some things and she made it seem like was my fault she called me selfish. I’m reaching out for help but no ones helping me. I’m constantly helping others making sure they keep a smile on their face, but they never ask me if I’m okay if I’m happy. I’ve been wearing this fake smile for years and I’m honestly tired of it. I’m tired emotionally and mentally. Tired of crying myself to sleep every night, Tired of feeling worthless, Tired of feeling as if I will never be anything in life,Tired of wondering what I did to feel this way.. I’m just so tired 

RJW
RJW
Thank you for sharing. Depression does seem to hit hardest on the more loving of us. Being a hero is helping others even when it hurts you. I would say you are a hero. That should be applauded. Soo, a standing ovation. Depression tells us lies, but putting smiles on other people's faced is a great purpose. A trained Counselor can help you see that more, and possibly a Doctor if those feeling get too much. I am a Christian, so in my prayers. Thank you and God Bless.
momsguilt
momsguilt
I feel much the same. I have 2 adult sons who do nothing to keep in touch, even though I still pay for their phone bills. A call, a text... is that too much to ask? I’m an empty-nester, divorced from their dad for 16 years. I can hardly get out of bed. Meds for depression and anxiety don’t help much. I’ve seemingly cut-off nearly all my friends... they’re all happy.
ShaneG
ShaneG
RJW is correct. It's weird that people like us, people that try to save the world and make others feel safe, happy, loved...are always the ones that seem to suffer with this awful illness. Please tell your doc what is going on and how you are feeling. We should not have to suffer. Try something like Prozac to see if it helps. I want to do therapy but keep putting it off. Lets both try it and see if it helps! Just know we understand and you are never alone in this fight :) God bless!
KittyCat5678
KittyCat5678
Thank you so much for the replies glad to know I’m not alone. I actually have a therapist I’ve had her for 2 weeks now. It really helps sometimes
Bella_Lee
Bella_Lee
You sound like a wonderful person with a caring heart. I'm so sorry to read about how you are feeling. Keep up the therapy and don't believe the lies that you are worthless. You are worthy and the people you help to keep a smile on their face are lucky to have you. Wish you all the best. Sending you hugs and prayer.