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OrphanAnnie
OrphanAnnie
Does anyone besides me feel especially suicidal at particular times of day? I'm okay after the sun comes up, but to get to work on time I have to get up in the dark and so I get up every work day, nearly, wanting to die. Not that I don't feel that way at other times too, but in the dark, all alone, it's worse. I nearly didn't make it up this morning but I'm not ready to die today and that means I have to go to work, so....

Anyway, just wondered.
deleted_user
deleted_user
The evenings are the worst for me, I get quite lonely and tearful, its probably as I get tired my resolve takes a beating
doghunter59
doghunter59
Might U just not B a mornning person???
deleted_user
deleted_user
I think she's a morning person dog
she just needs to be able to wake up after the sun comes up and get dressed
not have to wake up and start getting ready for her day while its still dark outside
deleted_user
deleted_user
OMG, that is so freakin weird you wrote that post because I was just thinkin about that exact thing this morning. I hate mornings so bad. It is reminder of how screwed up my life is and salt in the wound to the saying "Tomorrow is another day" or "Things will look different tomorrow". I cry more in the mornings. As I drive to work, I have a spot picked out where I could crash my car without any hopes of survival. I know the speed I have to go, the angle to hit it, etc. Somedays, more than others I stare at that landmark, knowing that is the spot where my pain can end...........but I make myself a deal, if I still feel the same way coming home, I can do it then. As you see, I am typing, lol. Mornings just suck.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Atm I feel suicidal every second of every day, but it gets particularly bad after about 9pm
deleted_user
deleted_user
I find mornings bad, I also find that at times of the day when I know there's no pressure to be ok it's bad, like when there's no chance of anyone being there. Terrible when people unexpectedly turn up though!