my mind feels likes its frying....its just soooo much...i cnt even grab one thing to focuz on....yesturday i went completely nuts.....i woke up wishing i cud just sleep for the whole day then i broomed the living room my dad was doing the dishes and my bro was making pancakes then later my dad started yelling about me making a mess when i didnt do anything in the kitchen and he says hows i had to clean the kitchen how im just some spoiled kid and i was like wtf are you talking about.

so i cleaned the kitchen took a shower and wanted to take a walk to i opened the door and as i was going downstairshe opened the door and said if i dont get back up he was going to break my neck...so i just stood there and he opened the door again and said he was going to beat the crap out of me if i dont get inside..he said to try him

so i went up stares and he was calling me stupid and all that crap and cursing...i went to my room and i started throwing things and i called my mom and told her she has to ocme get me and she said she was at work and i cudnt stop crying....i felt like i was gonna throw up....my dad threatened me again for throwing things....i cnt take it in this house...today i woke up and im calm...these mood swings are soo bad....i cant think...idk wat to expect from me...im soo confused....the people at the center want me to be in partial day ill go from 8am-2pm and ill have groups and 2 hrs of school and stuff....i hope it wont affect school...ughhhh