I'm so sorry youre going through this.. I feel the same way right now.. Just so overwhelming..

Yes I hear you. I feel that way so much at times. I just want it all to stop too. I'm sorry I don't have any answers or Solutions. All I know is just to keep putting one foot in front of the other and take it a day at a time. Try to do things that you do enjoy as much as possible. Eliminate negative people from ur life.

Wendy I am sorry that you are going through this as well. Without more information I can't make any suggestions other than your life is worth more than your job. How about calling in sick (you are sick right now)---Then call your PCP or therapist or local emergency mental health center for immediate help.
Most of us here have felt like you do. It's hard to see clearly when this is all going on and you are so stressed. Life can be very hard! and when it becomes unbearable we fail to see options, that may very well be there. Please let us know how you are doing.

I think we've spoken before. I'm so sorry Wendy. You DO NOT want to end your life though. I'm,praying that God surround you with his love and comfort tonight. If you need\want to talk, PM me any time. God bless.

We'll likely cross paths on the street then because I feel the same and want to just give up trying to figure all this out. I truly feel like just letting it all go and instead try to survive on the street. Money issues, health issues, depression issues, self-worth issues, getting older issues...I don't know how to ever return to a happy place again.

If you find the hidden treasure chest of answers, please share.

We the people have been losing the most extraordinary people dying from their own hand. Phyllis Hyman, Whitney Houston, Robin Williams,Kate Spade, Anthony Bourdain.... These people had a lot going for themselves but YOU have a support group to talk to and give you different options to chose a different path.
Read this...Psalms 121

Thank you all so much. What a wonderful and understanding batch of responses! I am really lucky to be on this site and be in communication with people like you. I'm trying to relax tonight. one more day of work and then sunday I am at home, still will be working but at least i'm home.
thank you again. Hugs!

I’m not sure about the details of what’s going on in your life but I’m so glad you took the time to reach out and share. It’s helpful to know that someone out there is listening and can hear you. We all want to know someone cares even though we might not have the answers or solutions. Life itself gets unbearable and overwhelming at times for all of us. Keep sharing, it helps. One thing for me that has always helped is to journal. I just pick a a pen and a pad of paper and just start writing. Whatever comes to mind without thinking about it. I know that no one will ever read it except me. One thing I’ve learned is there are different stages of feelings and emotions that I go through, depending on my circumstances and I can go back and read over what I’ve written and be able to process it, rather than trying to deal with all the emotions as they are trying to come out all at the same time. Believe in yourself. Just breathe and take one day at a time, or one hour at a time if necessary. Please be strong for yourself because you are worth it.