please don't We all care about you I know you don't feel you will but you will get through this.HUGS

I'm just so tired and drained. I feel like I have no strength left to fight.
I wish I could fast forward life and it would be better.
Thanks for your support!

Please don't harm yourself. I am in the same position you are. My third husband left me because he couldn't handle it. Its the holidays and I'm all alone. I have thought alot about ending it, but somehow someway I find the fight in me again. Keep up the fight, it will get better, won't say it will go away, but better.
Hugs to you

I'm tired of the fight, too. I can't battle anything now. I'm just sitting back and letting it all just wash over me and past me. They say with anxiety and depression there are three states triggered by our primal brain - fight, flight (run away quickly) or lie (as in lie down and play dead!). that's my tactic right there, lie down and let it all happen around me. It's not great, I'm avoiding things, social things, telephone calls etc, but it's like a deal I made with myself, I'll stick around if I can just numb out and not get drawn into things. So I stay on the planet, and for now, withdraw into myself - I guess that's a primitive instinct too, to like your wounds and give yourself time and space to heal.
*hugs* Please stick around, it will lessen in intensity. xo

I thought about suicide too when my boyfriend left me emotionally. Later way down the road I "recovered" myself.

So sorry to hear your pain.

Please don't let another person's thoughtlessness or inability to "do the right thing" discourage you.

hi
I feel for you
Please talk to me

Thank you for all your support and caring words.
I just feel so down. I am already dealing with severe depression and anxiety. I felt strong for the first day and a half but now everything just seems all that much worse.
I'm just so very tired of fighting and struggling. That is all I've done all my life and things just seem to get worse instead of better.
I'm tired of hearing it will get better because it never does and I'm sick of trying.
Thank you again!

I feel the same way, I have no friends the only relatives I have are my brother and his wife and I am a burden to them, they don't understand the depression and panic and the feeling I have nothing to live for.
In this economy I have fears about my job, and really nothing makes me happy. I am on meds and see a therapist but I can't stand the feeling of being totally alone in this world. I envy people with families and friends, yet I am unable to make friends, my depression and panic have isolated me

I remember my younger sister pointing out a happy cute looking little face I had drawn when I told her how down I was.

See she said - you believe in happyness.

I think it is possible to believe in happyness, joy and best case even when it isn't present.

There are dancers who can keep dancing. They don't need music. Their beat is inside.

I hope this is your chance to grow and heal and find people who are truly supportive of you.