Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Reading the comments made me feel better. I did realize leaving her would really be beneficial near the end of high school tho. She's just been sucking the life out of me since 4-5th grade and i just got use to giving up and waiting for death to come. There was a point where I felt free from her and was exercising, learning music production, trying to develop a social media presence to become a talent scout, and I was gonna learn to cook. But I came back to reality and realized I don't own my life. I used games and music to try and have some form of an oblivious happiness, but it stopped working a couple months ago. I do appreciate the comments and you guys sharing, but I think overtime this good feeling will fade as usual.
Or take a cooking class and learn about cooking!!!
Have you posted about her before? How is it that she has such a hold over you? ANd for so long. If she is this toxic to you, then getting her out of your life may be the best move you could make.