Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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trayanne76 06/28/2011

I am so financially in a mess. I still have no job, no call on my interview. I am going back to my original plan. I dont want this anymore. Ill clean up my things so no one is left with the mess. Hopefully by the weekend i can check into a hotel and be freakin done with it. I am grateful for all your kind words, but nothing is going to change the fact that my life is a mess. I feel like a weight has been lifted since i decided to end it. im sorry

standbyme 06/28/2011

I know how it feels to feel so empty inside, but I'm reaching out to you now, please don't go. You've made it this far why give up now, give yourself a chance. You are not alone, there is help, compassion, and understanding. Please reconsider! Reach out to someone my friend.

Hugs from someone who understands. Peace and Love and (Hugs)

trayanne76 06/28/2011

thank u. Im just so confused and upset over the money issue. How will i survive anyway without money? Cant pay my mortgage. I dont know. thought of selling and getting an aprtment. but how can i get a apt without a job? Im very confused and i wont hurt myself. ill wait it out. Maybe the people for the job will call tomorrow

WallyBear 06/28/2011

Oh Sweetie,

I will say a prayer that you get that call tomorrow..........

But Honey if you don't PLEASE don't hurt yourself.
Not now. Not Ever!

I have no idea what your situation is but maybe you could get some government help of some kind. And as far as jobs, there are always cleaning job and childcare jobs. I have a part time cleaning job that I really enjoy.

Good Luck To You Sweetheart

Kaitrin 06/29/2011

Please don't hurt yourself! I know what it's like to feel like giving up, very much, but despair and depression make us imagine that the bad in life will never end, when in fact, things *can* and *do* change----It takes patience and persistence, but I have been in a circumstance (financial and depression) similar to yours, and things *did* get better--even though I was SO SURE they never would! I know what it's like to feel desperate and and trapped, and so alone; it's a terrible feeling. If you ever feel like it, like talking to someone, please feel welcome to pm me. Please wait, without harming yourself; you never know when good news wil come.VERY best wishes and big hugs to you. xoxox

trayanne76 06/29/2011

I am here. Going to clean today, taking one day at a time.Sad, but trying

Kaitrin 06/29/2011

Just checking in to see how you are doing. I'm glad and relieved to hear you are still trying, and I hope some good news and a brighter mood comes your way SOON. Take good and gentle care of yourself.

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